lameeeee -.- 

hehe..isnt tis baby cute.. i've edited it.. 

hmmm..its 1.30pm now.. still raining outside..
I went to take in my clothes when it started raining..but..they're still wet..wadever.. then there's tis lil boy on the opposite block.. shouting.. xia yu le xia yu le!! lor hor liao lor hor liao!! haha.. he's trying to tell those hu haven keep their clothes.. i used to do tat last time too.. hee. i will shout dong yu loh..!! but now..i'm 15 yrs old le..(k fine 14++) let tat boy boy replace me ba..haha


its already 24th nov today..wad hav i done tis few weekS? nth at all.. wasting my precious time when i could hav finish studying.. P-r-E-c-I-O-u-S..(golem in LOTR) ar wadveer..i'll continue to rot..tata

soooo chubby!! *pinch* looks like muachi rite..haha 

hmmm.. went east coast today wif.. kharloo stanley hanlin darren n jianxiong..n noe wad?? me n kharloo was erm..late for exactly 1 hr!!! wahaha.. cool rite? =X.. sorry guys.. kharloo's fault.. =XXX.. haha. anyway..cycling was tiring..cos my knee very pain.. after 2 hrs of cycling uh. wanted to bowl..but too ex le so went to e arcade.. sian nor.. nth much to play there. so went home..

shortly after i came home..i went outta for piano lesson.. n noe wad?! i waited n waited n waited.. my piano teacher not at home nor! wth..waste my time only..grr.wadever.. today's a tiring day ..n i'm really really broke..

YELLOW CARD
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

 

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus:
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
And she can't find her place
She's losing her faith
she's falling from grace
She's all over the place, yeah

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside
Lost inside, oh ohhh
She's lost inside
Lost inside, oh ohhh yeah

 

I dint sleep well again last nite..wonder wad's wrong wif me.. i like didnt sleep at all.. i'm aware of wad's happening every hr when i normally don.. yawn.. n i feel soooo tired now..becuming a panda soon loh.. =/

anyway..i missed the singapore idol ytd!! cos i went to watch "shutter" wif shuting, shuting sis, shuting cousin,hanlin n stanley.. tat show was kinda..lame.. tat movie is bout a couple..they bang into a girl..then later they found out tat there's actually no accident..yadadaaaa..they took photos on tat girls graduation day or sumthing..then saw shadows n face of a girl in the photos..yadadaaaaa..so actually tat ghost is related to tat guy...tat guy once dated her..but later broke up..n tat guy's 3 frens raped tat girl..he was asked to take photos of it..n he did..tat girl commited suicide.. took revenge on e 3 frens..all died..so left wif tat guy..he jumped off the building twice but didnt die..he always felt pain in his neck the truth is tat that ghost is riding on him..she dint wanna let go..n dint wanna kill him.. all she wan is a life long tortureee.....poor guy.. but he deserved it..haha..
so moral of story.. never offend girls..u will suffer...!!

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phew phew..juz woke up frm a very bad dream... couldnt slp recently..izzit cos i use too much com or waD? hmm... anyway.. i dreamt that ju.on was in my hse.. crawling frm the kitchen to my room n to me..*shivers* after i dreamt tat.. i dreamt bout lfits...scary lifts..i mrb i'm only allowed to take tat particular lift..but its like nt moving..so i went to the other one..n..... couldnt rmb le..it was scaryy.. tat's not it...i dreamt tat i'm one of the emperor's fei zi...then a woman picked me and a few other fei zi to serve the emperor.. they were like soooo happy they can serve the emperor..but..me..i've got a bad feeling bout it.. then before we stepped into the "da dian" or emperor's rm..a place la.. beside it were emperor's things.. alot.. i was thinking.. nan dao... huang shang yi jing si le? i'm like damn... tis is bad....

oh in case u all not noe.. when an emperor dies his slaves n wifes muz be buried together wif him.. buried alive eh... siao rite..haha.

continue..inside the rm.. there's a few beds..there r joss sticks beside.. that woman ask all e feizi to lie on the bed.. HENG SIA i'm not one of them..i was thinking.. : i so ugly..tat emperor wont want me to be dwn there wif him..haha.. i was given a task..tat is to indicate whether all of them r healthy.. if they were.. i was to use paint n write on their clothes.. tat chinese character super tough to rite.. alot of bi hua.. really alot..then i still rmb i wrote crap..out of no where...i saw a guy lying on the bed..lol..then he act sick..i hit him..then he say.. okok..i'm healthy..haha..dots..weird dream.. tat woman suddenly called me..i panicked..so woke up nor..haha..scared later i kena buried ar..tis dream lasted 1hr plus... kaoz..

taxi taxi.. watched it today!! hiliarious show..go catch it! 

today.. erm.. meet up wif tiffany shalynn liyong shuheng and kahfai..we went tampines mall..ate pasta n watched movieeeeeeeeee.... TAXI TAXI!! hehe.. tat show is really funni..nice nice.. i like..haha.. after the show.. erm..went home... dun wanna wait 1 hr for my mum..
then awhile after i reach home..went back to tampines..haha.. had dinner.. crystal jade!! yumm...!!! soooo full sia.. tat meal cost 87 plus i think..lesser than i've expected.. after the meal i went popular to buy sum books.. i went cinema n mrt control station to ask bout tiff's lost ez-link.. cant find leh..hmmmmm..

sian tml muz go sch early..haven finish project yet..heck.. impromptu la.. wadever..

I JUZ HATE U SUMTIMES..I HATE U!

lalalala....rock it baby!  

YAWNZZZZ X.X!!

woke up at ten plus..gotta paint rm n do project today..

Man..so tired..went home at 3 plus am ytd nite..
Ytd around 7 plus...went restaurant to celebrate my granni's b'dae.. she's erm... 80? 81?82?85? tis yr?? haha..all of us not sure..anyway..the dinner was kinda nice..yum yum..but rite...they took very long to serve each dish..so while me n my cousins were waiting..we started to observe the waiters n managers in the restaurant..muhaha..there's on "guy" .. he's action very sissi..then he walks as though he floats..ahaha..his body like erm.. very stiff..yea sumthing like tat..then we talk bout his sin complexion n whether he trim his eyebrows.. haha..lame..

After dinner..around 10? i wasnt full at all..then my cousin suggested go KTV.. tat ktv suxs? even the staff there agreed..then the staff was like throw us with the suggestion form or sumthing..cos he himself wanna change the system..haha.. oh.. no original mtv.. chiong all da way de..dots.. so we sang for 1 hr? then went outta play POOL!! hehe... shiok shiok..long time neh play le.. it was around erm... 1 plus 2 am le..yawnnn..

i stopped palying pool..n erm..went to play photohunt! there's few options.. female male or both? i was like...wad's tat? so i chose female..noe wad? photo hunt oh females..n they wore bikinis? almost naked? lol.. then my cousins n i tried out the male one.. =x.. yuck..it was super super RA.. but we manage to erm... complete 60plus rounds?? lol..cool neh..

3 am..left the place..wanted to find a place to eat..but.. no where to go..so went home nor.. tat's not it.. my cousin brought her dog downstairs..n play hide n seek?? tat stupid dog couldnt find.. but..after sum obvious hints.. he finally found my cousin!! *aplause* not so dumb afterall..

ah..gotta go..jasmine cuming my hse......

babies babies..so cute n innocent.. awwwwwww.... but..but..no one will noe how he'll be like
when grown up..he mite be corrupted? like how nowadays youngsters r..?

1) If u dont live e life u believe, u will end up believing e like u live.
2) U can have anything u want in life, u just cant have everything u want
3) Never fear shadows.They simply mean there's a light somewhere nearby.
4) If u cant ahve wad u like, then like wad u hav
5) "Happiness is as a butterfly which,when pursued, is always beyond yourgrasp, but which if you will sit downquietly, may alight upon you -"
6)Just because you can't do everything doesn't mean you shouldn't do something.

Our lives get so busy sometimes, we end up in a response mode, responding to all the demands placed on us by the people around us. Busy fulfilling deadlines and expectations from our co-workers, friends and family. The problem with this is our own needs, thoughts and priorities get lost in the confusion. This isn’t just about us either, it affects the quality of our work, efficiency and overall productivity. It even has bearing on the quality of our relationship with others. We must listen to that inner voice for creativity, true priorities and to lay down the load for a moment and find peace. Everything we do will benefit as a result.

see tis guy wif an ugly hairstyle?? haha..he's a japanese NBA player wor.. he's one of the shortest player.. stands 174cm..if i'm not wrong..SHORT rite! only 6 cm taller than me? 

The Grizzlies scored 27 fast-break points to earn their first win of the season with a 110-87 victory over the visiting Lakers on Wednesday
 

jay chou!! my idol!! oh man..he juz rawks..sly sang his song..HIS song help sly alot wor..hee hee..i luv him!  

wooooo.. my mama juz tot me how to make a grasshopper using erm..coconut leaf?! lol..she say de.. tis leaf can be use for ku-tu-pad or sumthing..aiya dunno how to spell..ya..anyway..my first attempt was...WOW.. not bad ne..i will make some for my gd frens ba..

Today went tiff hse...yay!! i miss her dogs man..they're juz sooooooo cute n adorable!! she kept saying yuki very smart..like owner like dog?? nah..cant be =X.. jk.. me n kf ate her food..n drank her coffee.. =) played wif poker? watched sum mtv? computer?? pillow fights? dots.. left her hse 7 plus... my mum was like...... gonna kick my ass le..haha..wadever

daphne was voted out..~ knew it man... she's one of the weakest....

hmmm..

charlene went tasmania today!!! sobsob..
guess she had already reach there le..
i bet she's dead tired..cos..cos... its for me to noe n for u to find out..hehe

i ate alot today..still eating now.. i luv popiah.. i ate 6 or 7 today!! keke..
went rollerblading alone at bedok reservoir rd..darn track..so rough..veh difficult to blade..plus i'm not really gd at it.. rough track + no skill= aiya!uh!ouch! (i fell down) nvm...i will try n try again..till i mastered it n be faster than tiffany.. wait till u see..muhahaha..

holidays...awwww...so boring..not goin overseas till 27 sianz!! no $$ also..left wif 30plus ts month nor!! how to survive.. shall rob the bank! hehe.. anyone can help?? 50:50 if police caught u..not my fault..lalalala.. where r my grandaughters grandsons n daughters..they shud give me money loh... so old le..cant be granni giving money rite..

tell u guys sumthing bout me... i'm actually a very "dan xiao" person..don see me like tough tough de..i'm juz a useless freak...noe lotsa things but gd at nth.. don ever ask me go escape.. i will freak out..er..but i don mind goin the burger king in escape..wahaha..

baby baby.. pickabooo!!! hehe.. 

watched tis dvd..tot it was scary..but it was lame n gross..bloody..ending was kinda predictable..it's only bout 4 stupid monster lyk human killing people..in e end only 3 died..crap la..can see chopped arms leg head ears..haha.. 

i Guess i'm really too tired today...couldnt sleep for the apst few days.. =(
kept thinking it was tues tues tues when today is WED!!
n so ...blur me brought tues stuff... so heavy nor... don even needa bring anything..oh wadever..
i was earlier than charlene today! finally! for the last day..cos i everytime late..hehe..

As usual..met tiff kf n daniel..i had physics lesson...didnt listen at all..was dozing off..
after physics was the eng thingy..kinda like it..cos iv'e answered questions correctly..n mrs ang say i'm a gd reader..wahaha..bleagh.. during break time..went to play drums drums drums..hehe tell u ar..jasmine is a lousy teacher..i can play beta than her..opps=x.. jk..
SCh ended at 1pm..i went to play drums drums drums again! shiok..cant coordi well wif bass..but overall..quite alrite la.. 2nd time play..so don expect too much..

Went TM...
tiff n charlene bought huixian's present..
we ate pastamania for lunch..i'm so broke man wadever..
charlene goin tasmania tml...oh gosh..i'm gonna miss her!

oh a few pathethic guys frm my class juz called... super lame n sick eh..a few of them r at huever's hse doin project..only a few of them n they say there r 29 of them..think i 3 yr old kid..still got wad J wong. mr wong mrs lao there?! dots... n they share toilet?? talk about mastu****ing? wad's tat? wadever..guys stuff i guess? dots...wadever go find nice pict to put in my blog le...

MY FAVOURITE PHONE!! 7610 

nice pict eh??? =) 

I'm tired..really tired..
suppose to present my project today..but it was not complete..wadever
i'm really tired..
sneezing non stop...runny nose
i'm tired..
lessons boring...
i don giv a damn...cos
i'm tired..
i needa slp
i'm real tired
i needa get outta tis
i'm tired...
i don wanna wake up..
i'm tired....
i'm tired...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tired.........

wanted to watch DVD "wrong turn" too scary...forget it..i'm tired..

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
chorus**********

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy But I’m not gonna be ok!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!

chorus*****

welcum to my lifeX3

y is stan there???? =/ poor shu..spects spoil 

stan's hair stuck inside kf's nose..=X 

f3-3 frens.. 

wooo...went outta to celebrate my lil kid's b'dae..=) oh in case u all don noe..tat K-I-D is charlene.. hmm.i woke up late today..so obviously i'm late..anyway tis not the first time..don think she mind.. hor charlene..haha..she wore PINK..real PINK.. shirt pink pants pink shoe pink..hairband pink..wad else? tat's oredi enufF although she looks nice on it..
we both r suppose to meet shuheng kahfai daniel hanlin jianxiong stan..in e end only jx sh n stan there...so we waited n waited N WAITED...till finally..at last..kf n daniel arrived.. =/ nvm nvm..no big deal.. during tat waiting time..me n charl were..erm..comparing our pants sizes n length..she wears 24 n still so loose..length 32! cant believe it..mine26 length 30.5! how can mine be shorter than hers when i'm taller than her..oh wadever..

after everybody had arrived..we went CINE..againz..to buy movie tickets..wanted to watch taxi...but not out yet..so watched sharks tale instead..tat show kinda alrite la..funi funi loh..i rate 2.5 stars over 5 ...movie over..daniel lost his wallet..but found it later..phew..lucky him..n tiff..wasnt feeling alrite.. hop ya feling alrite now..beta hav proper meals n DO NOT SKIP MEALS!! TAT'S VEH VEH BAD...don always think ya fat...u r not lor...Anyway..we had a "surprise" for e lil charlene.. i suggested to buy haegan dazz icecream as the "cake".. i brought candle..but its erm...broken..=x.nvm la.. oh then kf daniel stan went to buy..me hanlin shu jx follow tiff n charl to heeren..then bla bla bla...running around..trying to get those two peeps down..bla blabla... light up the candle..sang b'dae song..forced to eat the ice cream..=X..n charlene stained my shirt...bla..after tat took neoprints..oh man..tell u ..its terrible..sumbody is juz so irritating.. =/ shall not mention anymore..wadever...reach home at 7 plus..n i'm like sooooooooooooo dead tired..i still hav geog project n maths hmk haven do... hu da hell can help?!!! god....f it..

er..charlene..happy early b'dae...wj flew to Cm le..n u..flying on thurs..me n kf will send u off de..n we wan presents in return!! hehe..jk.. =)))

pinky pinky! 

ISNT IS COOL?? 

my CUTe frens.. hehe 

ATTITUDE THe longer i live, the more i realise the imapct of attitude on life. Attitude,to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education,than money, than cirumstances, than failures,than successes, than wad other ple think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break an oraganisation, a ach, a home. e remarkable thing is we hav a choice everyday regarding attitude we will embrace for tat day. We cannot change the past we cannot change the facts that ple will act in a certain way. we cannot change the inevitable. e only thing we can do is play on the one string we hav And,tat's our attitude... I'm convinced tat life is 10% wad happens to me n 90% how i react to it!!

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