Friday, July 25, 2008
HEH that's your favourite species of dog! ok but it seems kinda ugly when drawn out, haha ugly but adorable la! It's been 5 years of friendship, though i think i've only spent 4 years of b'day with you and the others, like i've written in the card, i officially owe you 2presents still, haha 1 year do passed by really fast that the "thing" i'm suppose to do is still lying there. I'm really sorry....
ANYWAYS! hope you'll enjoy these couple of days though it seems alittle uneventful. faster find a day for singapore FLYER!! SHOOOOOOOO!
:)
spoke at : Friday, July 25, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
只要放慢脚步，注意周围的人与物，你不难发现岁月所留下的点点滴滴。
最近的身体不适，使我不得不放慢脚步，相对的在家的时间多了一些些， 仔细的看着我老妈，才惊然发现她老了许多，脸上浮现的皱纹，渐渐松弛的皮肤，体力也不如从前。心里突然酸酸的，很不识滋味 ， 好想能多花时间和她相处。
还有一个人，是我一生最疼爱与敬佩的人，从我出生到现在她都不离不弃的照顾整个家，大小事都由她一手包办。她对这家的付出是大家所认同的。她… 是我奶奶， 86 岁的她依然很健壮，但和以前比起来还是叉了许多，看着她每天脆着背，听觉视力减退，还免强的为着家而努力，百年如一日的忙着，想到那份执着，心里总会有刺痛的感觉，泪水也不禁在眼眶中打转，我知道和她相处的时间不是永恒，所以跟加看不开。没有她的日子要怎么过? 每天回到家能看到她坐在那熟悉的位置以是习惯。
最近的身体不适，使我不得不放慢脚步，相对的在家的时间多了一些些， 仔细的看着我老妈，才惊然发现她老了许多，脸上浮现的皱纹，渐渐松弛的皮肤，体力也不如从前。心里突然酸酸的，很不识滋味 ， 好想能多花时间和她相处。
还有一个人，是我一生最疼爱与敬佩的人，从我出生到现在她都不离不弃的照顾整个家，大小事都由她一手包办。她对这家的付出是大家所认同的。她… 是我奶奶， 86 岁的她依然很健壮，但和以前比起来还是叉了许多，看着她每天脆着背，听觉视力减退，还免强的为着家而努力，百年如一日的忙着，想到那份执着，心里总会有刺痛的感觉，泪水也不禁在眼眶中打转，我知道和她相处的时间不是永恒，所以跟加看不开。没有她的日子要怎么过? 每天回到家能看到她坐在那熟悉的位置以是习惯。
spoke at : Monday, July 21, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
My gastric problem is slowly recovering, and I'm feeling much better as compared to a month ago. It was torturous as I could not stay out for too long, I could not eat, I felt nauseous, and most importantly, I've irritated people around me like my family and bestie as I always moan and moan over my discomfort. I'm like spilling cold blanket, I could not even stay for my friend's birthday celebration for long. sigh.I apologize to whom I've caused inconvenience too, and i thank them for all the care and concern, plus the tolerating part. BUT I'm feeling better after I've tried like various methods. From western medicine to chinese ones, chewing on green fresh leaves everyday, stuffing sweets to make me feel better and not forgetting bringing my medicine and plastic bag everywhere i go.
I guess its really part of psychological that made me felt even more sick than I actually am.
OH, my phobia for bugis hasn't ended.
I'm currently avoiding crowds as i get dizzy easily, i avoid eating outside, because i've limited choices like ALWAYS EATING: FISH SOUP, YONG TAU FOO, BROWN RICE, FISH BALL SOUP. I eat brown rice for my 3 meals! although feeling much better, i still would bring food along with me as i have to eat lesser portions MORE meals. I would also bring sweets, water, hmmm medicine, my leaves. yep. troublesome, but at least it allows me to last longer outside.
And I'm trying not to complain so much and be stronger! because i realise a few of my classmates are having worser gastric problems! Yep, and i'll endure even if things are getting worse in india. I hope i can pull through that trip. HA.
Had work as usual today at the optical shop. i met this female patient from china *rolls my eyes*, she wanted to fit contact lenses, I thought it would be an easy case for me, however I was wrong. While checking her eye health, i realise there are some abnormalities on her intraocular lens in both eyes. I doubt wad i saw, and proceed on with the refraction. Whatever lenses i put on for her, it doesnt make her vision improve. I panicked. And she seemed to be doubting me. I told her i acty saw something on her lens just now ( IN SHIT CHINESE) and she doesnt seem to understand me at all and got so worried. I was so lost, and ran for help. and indeed she did have congenital cataract, and I was right acty. But i doubted myself which I shouldnt be. But my colleague could get the best vision when i couldnt.
so the bottom line for myself today is, To trust myself, have more confidence, having more self confidence will somewhat affect the patient's psychological thinking and when they believe in us, they would somehow magically see what they should be seeing. wooo!
when you doubt yourself, they can feel it, and they doubt you, when they doubt you, even if you're doing the correct thing, they would still say " CANNOT SEE!"
I guess its really part of psychological that made me felt even more sick than I actually am.
OH, my phobia for bugis hasn't ended.
I'm currently avoiding crowds as i get dizzy easily, i avoid eating outside, because i've limited choices like ALWAYS EATING: FISH SOUP, YONG TAU FOO, BROWN RICE, FISH BALL SOUP. I eat brown rice for my 3 meals! although feeling much better, i still would bring food along with me as i have to eat lesser portions MORE meals. I would also bring sweets, water, hmmm medicine, my leaves. yep. troublesome, but at least it allows me to last longer outside.
And I'm trying not to complain so much and be stronger! because i realise a few of my classmates are having worser gastric problems! Yep, and i'll endure even if things are getting worse in india. I hope i can pull through that trip. HA.
Had work as usual today at the optical shop. i met this female patient from china *rolls my eyes*, she wanted to fit contact lenses, I thought it would be an easy case for me, however I was wrong. While checking her eye health, i realise there are some abnormalities on her intraocular lens in both eyes. I doubt wad i saw, and proceed on with the refraction. Whatever lenses i put on for her, it doesnt make her vision improve. I panicked. And she seemed to be doubting me. I told her i acty saw something on her lens just now ( IN SHIT CHINESE) and she doesnt seem to understand me at all and got so worried. I was so lost, and ran for help. and indeed she did have congenital cataract, and I was right acty. But i doubted myself which I shouldnt be. But my colleague could get the best vision when i couldnt.
so the bottom line for myself today is, To trust myself, have more confidence, having more self confidence will somewhat affect the patient's psychological thinking and when they believe in us, they would somehow magically see what they should be seeing. wooo!
when you doubt yourself, they can feel it, and they doubt you, when they doubt you, even if you're doing the correct thing, they would still say " CANNOT SEE!"
spoke at : Sunday, July 13, 2008