i wan to be a friend who understands
hmm..
For me.. i think understanding a friend is very important.. if ever i realise that a friend turely understands me.. this is when i'll trust that friend of my wholely.. i do not trust those who don understands me. And i found myself keen to understand my friends to the extend that maybe.. i understand them more than they understand themselves.. hahax. i find it interesting to know more bout a friend. not just the outerside of them.. but to know them inside out. =)
understanding.. it would mean that i, myself may not only know superficial things my friends fancy.. but a more in depth kinda understanding.. hmm. is like even if they don verbally lay out i'll still be able to somehow..weirdly know wad's on their mind. like a psychic. yeah
and. i can too help them understand themselves. cool? hahax
i'm a weirdo who loves observing ple's actions, speech, emotions,expressions, and loves understanding them through my own observation and daily conversations wif them =)
i dare say i'm quite good at judging a person's character through eye contact ,actions and speech.hahax. ok fine.. who dont. yea wadver.
"understanding" is a very imp element in frendship.
spoke at : Monday, August 29, 2005
Saturday, August 27, 2005
milky way
some people think milky way is a long line of stars..but my book say i isnt..
below stated may be a real fact.. =)
our galaxt is a huge disk of stars millions if light yrs across. and the solar system is somewhere near the outside edge of the disk. when u look in for eg direction A to the disk,u don see many stars.but when u look in direction B u see lots of stars.this is dependent on which part of the disk ya looking at.
then why is the sky dark at nite? even though there are billions of stars in the universe.and that should be stars in every direction. scienctists worked out that the universe awas expanding that the stars were all rushing away from one another after the big bang,n the further the stars away from us the faster they were moving,some of them nearly as fast as the speed of light,which was why their light never reached us.
and when the universe has finished exploding all the stars will slow down,lik a ball that has been thrown inair.and they will begin to fall again towards the universe.and then there'll be
NOTHING to stop us from seeing all the stars becos they will all be moving toward us..gradually
faster and
faster, and but then we'll knoe world is goin to end soon because theres not darkness in the sky at nite.. =) just blaxing light og billions of stars. except that no one will see this becos there will be no people left on earth to see it. they will probably hav become extinct or because of the intense heat and brightness the stars emit,everyone will burned to death..
is it logical? haha
spoke at : Saturday, August 27, 2005
haha!
haven been blogging for quite something..
i'm a busy lil woman.. heex
well.. i'm glad mock exam were over. i screwed up Chemistry.that's for sure =)
a nice page left blank..
as prelim's flyingn fast towards me.. i could already feel this power that's heating me up.. i'm all charged.. mentally to put my heart and soul into it.. but sad to say. physically wise.. i'm not prepared.. i'm tired! i've been pushing hard to stay up late to study.. count the no. of days i'm late for sch.. hahax. u'll know how hard i try..
may god give me the strength..
mr lim told our class..
that we cannot let "giving up" become our habit. we must face and overcome it..
even if we give up on the difficulties now.. it'll be back haunting us..
i totally believed what lim yy said.. and i believe i can overcome wad's standing on my way.. !
=) tml's entry will be smething interesting from a story book i read! stay tuned tml! =)
spoke at : Friday, August 26, 2005
blah at chalet


spoke at : Friday, August 19, 2005
b'day celebrationSsSs
YTd
13 Aug 2005 sunday..
was the day when we had a celebration for devine's b'day, tiffany's coming b'day and tiffany's sister's b'day..=) celebration was held at east coast chalet Unit B..=) Woke up duper early at around 7.45 AM.. took my own sweet time.. and i was late meeting hanlin yisong charlene as usual..jingyi even later! haha.. =Pwe can make really gd frens.hehe took bus to marine parade and walked to MAC.. had breakfast then dragged ouselves ALL the way to the chalet.. i was glad i could make it there cos it's a long walk there..and we were all loaded wif stuffs which added on to the tiredness..=/ ironically.. we enjoyed it? hmm haha
Then we rotted in the chalet..tiffany helped me to straighten my hair.oh and yisong was so fascinated wif the straightener nexperimented once on my hair.. pain eh! ><>< =(
BBq time! i realised reny isnt a great cook.haha =X she bbq-ed satay when its still frozen and while two sticks of satay were stuck together she applied magerine and placed it onthe wire gloss.lolx.then.. "help!" hahax. BBq was ok ba.. dint eat much.. but the beef balls soup was superb! yum =P most of us went upstairs and we took photos.. and anna insisted to help me make up! grr.. so i said okie. and she ruined my face by putting pink stuffs on ONE side of my cheeks and nose! haiyo.like reindeer! then when tiffany applied eye liner.. some idiot. who's yisong did eye shadow? sucks! n we are supposed to head down for cake cutting when only one eye of me was drawn ! i look as though some1 punched me in my eye..lolx. terrible ple boo!
blah. after we cut devine's cake went up into the room again. this time we took photos again. kahfai caught the limelight when he wore two belts over him as though the were ties.. cool eh.. then we were all taking photos for him =.=! next on.. for no reason yisong became the director photographer., he ordered us to pose like models on posters. hahax damn funny. oh. not forgetting jonathan tried on the eyelasher curler thingy and kahfai mascara! haiyo!
cake cutting session for tiffany and sista! =)
we played wif fireworks too.. fun!
went home at around 10 plus 11.
k that's all.. hope i can upload the picts soon! =D
spoke at : Monday, August 15, 2005
today is the day! the day before SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY! hehehehe
i went geylang east library to study wif chuilin and shihan.. baobao joined us later too.. quite a "fruitful" studying sesision i suppose.. =P.. saw kharloooooo..michelle..... catherine....jiayun...kaiwen... and blah! hahax hardworking ple eh.. =)
after the studying session went for piano lesson.. and i was super pek chek wif my piano cher! grr.. i was pointing middle finger at her back man =X opps.. but raelly nor.. he attitude stinks i tell u.. =/ wadever..
sian na..! haven been doin enough work! someone MOTIVATE the lethargic self in me..
when can i... "leave my old self behind" hmmm
spoke at : Monday, August 08, 2005
Saturday, August 06, 2005
back to the past
I shall not talk bout ndp celebration or the thanks giving.. it wasted half a day of my life..! =/
After the "bored to death" thanks giving... went out with charlene tiffany hanlin liyong and minxiu.. it's a really "desired" rare outing? haha.. weird to phrase it this way. hmm. it has been a doggy years since me tiffany and charlene went out together.. =)maybe because i haven been with them for quite some time. i felt kinda weird..i could feel this invisible wall separating us.. and at that point in time.. i realise how impt it is to spend time wif frens.. the things i miss are kinda hard to fill it back..
FORtunately.. i've found back those X elements. and i feel comfortable with them once again.. those time barriers seemed to hav vanished! =) really enjoyed tis lil outing.. not to mention the movie was GREAT! TERRIFIC! FANTASTIC! hahaha the movie was none other than "WEDDING CRASHER" damn hell funni and hornified show! hahax
after movie. wenta tan tock seng hospital cos my grandma was warded in hospital again.. this time.. not the lungs prob.. but becos the cancer cells have spread to her spine.. causing her back pain. and she lost her ability to urinate? yea.. really hope she can pass this month esp.. being superstitious.. i think it'l be a tough month for her.. =( get well soon granny. may god be wif her
spoke at : Saturday, August 06, 2005
i feel warmth in my heart when:
1) I see parents waiting anxiously for their Pri sch kids outside the sch.. and seeing those joyful angelic faces of the kids when they will "chiong" to their parents telling them bout the sch events. =)
2) I see kids holding on to their grandparent's hand
3) My frens patiently teach me maths sums that i'm not sure of..
4) My frens who would take notice of me.. =)
5) My neighbours and those living in my block greet me..
hmm.. wad else.... duno that's it for today
spoke at : Monday, August 01, 2005