Sunday, November 26, 2006
I'm trapped..
I feel lost
My track of thoughts is currently in a whirlpool of confusion
I tried hard to focus and THINK
No matter how, i just could not grasp my thoughts
I dont know where to start,
I dont know how to think.
I dont know what's the best solution
RARR
I just know i hate myself for being SO insensitive.
I'm practically insensitive to everything
I'm doing things which lead to ultimate consequences which i do not mean it and i didnt realise it until its all too late.
WHY WEESING! RAR
i thought pain could wake me and have me re-focused
but im foolish.
i guess i deserved to be alone,
that i'll stop hurting the ones i love.
i'm a goner
forgive me..
i don even understand myself, needless to say, understand others.
does growing a year older helps? i really hope it does.
spoke at : Sunday, November 26, 2006